What’s your turn off with bodies? And is this a turn off?

Honestly just trying to prepare for when my girlfriend fully sees my body 😭. I've seen hers and we've done sexual stuff but I'm too afraid to show her my full body. She's seen me with my top fully off but I get so insecure about my bottom half. I'm 5'2-5'3 and around 145-150.I hate how my stomach looks and I personally have shaver bumps and longer than normal 👄s (sorry it's weird for me to type this stuff out LMAO). I just feel gross with the color and just in general around that area. But i have been wanting to actually do it with her 😭😭😭