My subconscious gave me a pretty straight forward message yesterday

so i was having a lucid dream and i was hanging out with the girl i like, we were having fun but at one point averithing stopped, wind, people, everithing but me and her, she looked straight to my eyes and said: i am not in here, i am not in your mind, i am out there, by haging out with my dream self you are only losing time, go find me. Then i woke up in tears