Im so mad at myself right now

I....am not good at this game, barely get 3-4 wins in a row in BR/Events, and have hit above All Star ranking maybe 5 times in all my years playing The Show

With that said I went into this Extreme TA showdown not expecting much, but somehow I made it all the way to Dibble, managed to hit a HR with 16 outs left to tie it up....and then proceeded to flail my way thru every single remaining out without ever even getting someone on base

I hate myself and now dont even wanna try it again ugh