MCA ayoko na sa religion ko kasi sawang-sawa na at gising na ako.

INC. simula pagkabata ay kailangan kong sumamba kada linggo at ang turo sa amin noon (I think 2012 or 2013) na huwag makikipag kaibigan sa taga sanlibutan (non-inc) dahil kayo raw ang makaka impluwensya ng masama sa amin, pero kailangan mo pa ring makipagkaibigan sa taga labas. I still remember that... I received a lot of achievements to the school and to the church and I thought that I made them proud but no- they dissed me. They are not proud.

My cousins are not really INC but we are not very close because of this cult's brainwashing. Because I said a lot of awful things to them and they never played and had some little memories and conversation with them. When I 9, I sworn to myself na ipagtatanggol ko itong kultong ito mula sa "pag-uusig" ninyo sa INC I became a keyboard warrior at pinagmumura ko sila (I'm not really proud of it though. And I thought that was normal) umaasa sila na gusto nila akong mag ministro kahit ayaw ko. That is so funny now.

Nagising ako at nagduda ako no'ng 14 ako. Kasi ang laki-laki ng donasyon na binibigay ng mom ko 20k bawat pamilya so, naka 80k sila at doon ako nagtaka kung saan ba talaga napupunta yun.

2021, when I started to download reddit dahil kay kristianph ( not a fan anymore) then, pumukaw sa akin yung subreddit ng r/ExIglesianicristo at halos totoo at doon na talaga lumalala ang pagdududa ko sa inc. oo, malaking donasyon nga ang natatanggap pero walang transparency kung saan ba talaga mapupunta yun at namumuhay ng marangya yung cult leader nang dahil sa abuloy namin HAHAHA. Ever since then, I am not the same person as it was. nagbago na ang pananaw ko sa lahat ng bagay. Naghahandog na lamang ako ng piso (matagal ko nang gawain 2019 pa at tinanggal yung pera sa sobre) at nagdo "donate" at nalaman ko na lang talaga kung bakit ayaw ng kamag-anak ko na mag INC dahil tama sila na kulto ito.

My parents are devoted INC they sometimes question themselves kung saan ba talaga napupunta ang mga donasyon nila, pero pipiliin pa rin nilang sumunod sa pamamahala dahil nasa kaniya raw ang kaligtasan mula sa paghuhukom. I want to leave but I can't, need ko pang magtiis; tatapusin ko yung pag-aaral at mag l law ako then aalis na ako sa kultong ito! This cult was the reason why my past relationships (not in a romantic way) is getting ruined and had almost everything on what I want to experience that I never experienced. Also, kung bakit nasira ang tiwala ng mga pinsan ko.

Special thanks to Kristianph kung hindi pa ako nag download ng reddit nang dahil sa kaniya marahil uto-uto pa din at brainwash sa kultong to.

Next, this church always discriminating and harassing me, they are the reason why I lost confidence and did not pursue modeling when I was just 16. I don't know how do they found out about this modelling and I curse that minister who said that I wasn't good enough to be a model when my friends and cm complimented me of all time. Di sana may pera na at makalaya na sa kultong to. Now, I might pursue it and I have to enhance my hobbies and skills in photography.

That's it folks, that is my confession.