Finished my taper

I am 4 days off of methadone. I tapered down to 5mg and then jumped off. There have been some rough moments, but on the whole it's not been too terrible. Kratom extract has helped tremendously. Main symptoms have been GI related, but surprisingly I've been able to sleep fairly well. i took Ativan the first two nights and gabapentin each night (I've got a prescription). I take clonidine for blood pressure which has also helped. Still waiting for the worst of it to drop.. I figure it'll be over when my pupils return to their regular size. But each moment of suffering is bringing me closer to the finish line.