I'm so tired of the bachelor trips

Vent post ahead:

I'll start off by saying I am lucky to have a husband and to have his help. I know other moms DO have it worse.

My husband left for 3 nights for a bachelor party. I was sick (was throwing up the night before) and sobbing when he left and he continued to leave. I have a 2 year old and am 35 weeks pregnant. Currently snowed in because he took our good car and we only have our beater here.

The tantrums, the meltdowns, the fights over everything is just so much to handle on my own right now. I've been crying so much in front of my toddler and i hate it. Im exhausted from being sick and just overall being pregnant.

What makes everything worse is i TRIED to advocate for myself and ask him to stay home, twice. I knew this would be so tough for me to do.

I guess I'm looking for sympathy, but i feel like a pansy for doing so. I just wish i could handle this and I'm breaking.