HRT has not made me happy :(

I've been on HRT for almost a week now. I've seen a lot of people say that as soon as they were able to start HRT, it felt like their mind cleared up and they felt a lot happier/less depressed.

For me this hasn't been my experience though... I never felt the sudden happiness or anything a lot of girls talk about. I still feel very sad and very lonely... Nothing has helped me feel happy at all :(

I always cry almost everyday from how sad and depressed I am and it hurts to smile. Honestly even if I looked like a woman I'd probably still be depressed.