Converting to Islam and choosing to wear niqab
After considering it for a few years I finally decided to convert to Islam. I always felt like deep down inside I should've chose islam in the first place and that it was the truth. But when i started getting close to God i chose christianity because it felt native to me since i was around Christians coming up and i wasn't ready to wear any kind of head covering. God has always shown me things in my dreams and lately i been seeing muslim women in my dreams that have been stunning and comforting.
I want to wear the niqab because I'm no longer ok with male attention and see the dangers of it and how meaningless it is. Also because of the envy and negativity i get from women because of me being attractive. I just wanna be left alone and not have perverted, lustful eyes and envious eyes on me. Being beautiful can be a blessing and a curse