I'm home from the NICU but still can't stomach "normal" pregnancy stories from friends and family.

Ugh. My sister in law is due in 4 weeks. I delivered 12 weeks early and had a 2 month NICU stay. I love her and I hate her... She shares screenshots of her baby app. Today it's the size of a collard green plant or something. I'm so upset by the normalcy of her pregnancy whereas I delivered at 28 weeks. And the way everyone jokes about her baby whereas we got nada. I get people don't know how to deal with uncomfortable situations but fuck them... I'm so irritated by her and my in-laws family. The way they celebrate her milestones makes me want to gag ..

Okay. I'm happy the baby is healthy however.