Does anyone else have nightmares about their ex?

This is just venting more than anything so thank you in advance for reading this.
It always helps to talk.

My abusive ex-gf and I broke up almost ten years ago now and I still have nightmares where we're back together and I'm walking on eggshells.

I always want to break up with her in the dream but I know the massive fallout it will lead to and so I'm absolutely terrified up until the moment I wake up.

It's incredibly jarring when it happens - especially when I wake up next to my wife and breathe a huge sigh of relief.

Does anybody else have experiences like this?