Dae struggle to read books?

It's nearly impossible for my to read books anymore so I just don't. Even if my ocd/anxiety isn't doing particularly bad at a set moment, the repetitive line reading compulsions make it take hours to get through a single chapter, and by that time I'm exhausted and barely understood anything I just read. The whole re-reading every single line a million times thing also gets triggered by excitement or interest which makes it worse. I find my ocd gets triggered in general by literally any activity that inherently requires repetitive motions, like washing the dishes, mopping, vacuuming, turning on and off light switches or lamps, double tapping to like posts on social media... anyone else?