Your and my intrusive thoughts are not going to manifest

This is something I worry about a lot. 😭but I just keep telling myself this. I don’t even share what my intrusive thoughts are because I’m worried about manifestation but ik they aren’t going to. It just really scares me at night

I have OCD about crashing my car and I have never crashed my car. But that’s just one example of my OCD. I wish nobody talked about manifestation and that it wasn’t real. It scares me so bad as someone who is spiritual and was raised religiously.