Anyone else feel guilt when they say they're a system

Everytime I tell someone new or even to the people that already know, I feel guilty. Like what if I don't have a sydtem. What if I'm lying to these people. But... At the same time I know that currently I believe I am a system or might be one. And I do tell them I don't know for sure. But I want to warn them and be honest at the same time.

But I just feel so guilty as if I'm purposefully lying??? But I'm not 😭