Im overthinking dahil sa Grab Food

Hello everyone. I have a bf of almost 3 yrs na din. Today, mga around 12mn, i received an email. Naka log in account ng bf ko sa gmail ng phone ko. Usually di ko naman chinicheck emails niya kase mostly work related. So when the notif popped up (Grab), idk why but i immediately clicked it. Yesterday mga 10:30pm, nag chat bf ko na nagluto daw siya and nagclean ng kanilang house. So nagtaka ako bakit may Grab receipt. Ang nakalagay sa receipt is napick up daw yung food at around 11:27pm yesterday. And last chat ng bf ko is around 11:25pm. I checked through the deleted folder of his email and found one more receipt. At first I was suspicious cause when I entered the location sa gmaps malayo sa kanila, so i tried to pin it sa grab app mismo. Then I found out na its just outside their village pala. I tried pinning his exact address sa grab and it works naman. I asked din last week if delivery riders are able to enter their village and he said yes. That’s why im skeptical rn cause why would he not pin it sa exact location ng house nila? Additionally, I asked him at like 12:46am today if nag eat na ba siya. He said yes and he ate the food that he cooked. He told me na late siya nakapag reply cause he was sleeping daw. So I was wondering sino pinadalhan or sino nag eat sa pina deliver niya if kumain na siya at 10:30ish yesterday and galing siya sleep. Hindi naman possible na kuya niya nagpadeliver since he has work (night shift) and sa kabilang city pa nagtatrabaho. Highly unlikely din na father niya since work email eh and di naman sila on good terms. And it’s not his mom rin kase out of town siya. Wala naman siya history of cheating and when we go out together, always naman ako nanghihiram ng phone to connect sa bt ng car. I know his phone password din. I’m just unsure of what’s happening rn HAHAHA as to why he’s telling me kumain na siya yet may food delivery sa grab during the time he was supposedly sleeping.

EDIT: After one user suggested to check activity sa google account niya. I saw na he searched for project486 which is a site you visit if you want to ab0rt or share your stories about ab0rti0n. Rn im having doubts na :’)

EDIT 2: In addition po sa activity history, i stumbled upon his app store apps and chineck ko kung ano mga apps naka install sa phone niya. Nakita ko na di naka install yung telegram sa kaniyang phone but based on his activity history, he’s using it. I crossed examined the times he used tg using browser and na notice ko na yung mga times na nag ssay siya na matutulog na siya, gumagamit siya ng tg. Like he said sleep na daw siya mga 10pm, then when i checked his history, nag ttg pa pala at 2am. Multiple times po yan nangyari based sa kanyang history. But recent lang po ang tg sa history niya.

EDIT 3: Hello everyone. Ill update po later, kakabreakdown lang HAHAHA

UPDATE: Here’s the long awaited update. Thank you for being patient huhu. Sorry if may maling grammar or typos, its hard to type while crying kase HAHAHA

Hello everyone. as i am currently typing this, he is waiting outside my apartment complex. So here’s what happened kanina. During lunch, i confronted him about the tg thing. He denied everything and even gave me access sa kanyang account. So I let him be because thats not the only evidence I have kase. I was testing if aamin ba siya or not. So i told him na we’ll talk after work niya. So I dropped the bombshell on him that I had access sa kanyang keep notes. Noon paman nag kkeep track na talaga siya sa expenses niya and he labels everything he spends on. So when I scrolled far down, I saw notes containing tally of expenses. I noticed na may nakalagay na name ng inn na hindi naman namin napuntahan before. And meron din multiple tallies of another inn/hotel na sure ako once lang niya ako dinala. At first I only confronted him without the receipts to see if he acts oblivious. After many back and forths of denial and saying wala talaga siya clue, i sent him the screenshots. At first he acted dumb and clueless again. But I begged him to tell me the truth and he made excuses at first. Sabi niya baka daw those were before we met. But I pointed out the dates and told him na those were after we dated na (We became official feb 28, 2022). The dates were 3/31/22, 12/19/22, and 1/12/23. He reasoned out that akala daw niya di kami magtatagal kaya siya nagloko the first month HAHAHA. So after confronting him via chat, he asked if he can go to my dorm ba daw. I said no and immediately went to friend #1 (he lives in the apartment complex beside mine). I told him about what happened and he welcomed me no questions asked. After a few hours, nag chat si friend #2 sa gc na nag chat daw ex-bf ko sa kanya, asking asan ako. And i told friend #2 to forward a middle finger emoji to my ex-bf HAHAHA. I wasnt sure if nasa labas ba siya ng building kaya nagpasama ako sa friend ko. He is big and buff so when I entered the gate I told him to block it so that my ex cant get in. He understood the assignment and watched as my ex drove away HAHAHAH. I threatened my ex kase na if he wont go away ill call and report him to the police. So now im left here broken and confused HAHHAA but keri lang kase di naman kawalan mga cheaters (di ko na kaya HAHHAHA).