Can't imagine loving another baby more than my first!

Ok, don't hate on me for thinking of this.

But I love my firstborn SOOO much, that I can't imagine bringing another baby into this world and being able to love him or her equally. I just have this great connection with my firstborn that I feel I wouldn't be able to experience with my second if I ever had one.

I know they say you love your children all equally as much - but that connect with my firstborn- I just can't fathom the same with future kids. Am I crazy for thinking this?! I also worry that if I have another child that I won't be able to give my first the same attention and love.

Would love someone else to talk me out of thinking this way.