Hoping to quit now

Well after 7 yrs of using this stuff the online Vendors are all having supply issues now that will take 1-2 weeks. I have suboxone and Gabapentin I’m actually excited to quit now but very scared at the same time… it’s been 7yrs since I last saw that person in the mirror 🪞 I will finally be able to look at him again… wish me luck I hope I can finally do it this time!!! I will make an update post in 1 week which sounds like nothing but again I haven’t been sober since 2017 so 1 week will be huge for me.