18F and never been in a relationship

First off, I’m kinda buzzed af while writing this but I keep thinking about how weird it feels to be the only fucking person (in my life) who’s never had a bf or gf. My friends that are years younger than me have had multiple and speak very openly about them. I just don’t get what’s wrong with me- it feels like no one would ever want me romantically?? These days, I just feel so embarrassed to have 0 experience in a place surrounded by people who’ve already seemed to have experienced everything by the age of 16. I don’t even know what the point of this post was but I’m just sad 🥲. (If u read this far-hope ur having a nice day) oh and the worst part…I swing both ways and still can’t get a s/o. 😐 EDIT: not in hs anymore guys! Just finished my first yr at uni and taking a gap yr