I wish I hadn't learned the truth about Argenta.

I was forewarned that Act 3 is going to be even heavier. I didn't expect this at all.

I know it's the 40k universe. Her action should have felt so right but why does it feel so wrong to me? Why does it feel so unsatisfying and unresolved? I feel the need to understand her better as this sole confession wasn't enough for me.

When people say they fight for the humanity in the game. Do they, truly? When one can act so rashly without any remorse or any regard to human life just to stay faithful to the idea of righteousness. How do you save humanity when you kill so many in the process? What is the definition of humanity in 40k universe?

I had to put down my controller and thought about what response I should give her. But none of them are what I wanted to say to her. Million questions popped up in my head so I had to take a break.

My modern morality was fighting my roleplaying in this game the entire time, much more so in this particular revealation because Argenta is my favorite companion.

When I first started playing, I thought I could do it, shutting off my 21st century morality. But after learning about the servitorisation, people shooting living targets for fun at my Rogue Trader's ceremony, and now this... This is tougher than I thought.

Maybe this game is not for me. Which is fine. Not everything is for everyone. Or maybe I'm just taking it too seriously. But the game does make me want to take it seriously, which is what made me want to keep playing it in the first place.

I'll probably be mocked to death of how much I don't understand the lore or the reasons behind every action in the game. But I just wanted to share how I feel, that's all.

PS. Please no spoilers. I only just got to the part where I have to fight in area the second time in Act 3.

I was forewarned that Act 3 is going to be even heavier. I didn't expect this at all.

I know it's the 40k universe. Her action should have felt so right but why does it feel so wrong to me? Why does it feel so unsatisfying and unresolved? I feel the need to understand her better as this sole confession wasn't enough for me.

When people say they fight for the humanity in the game. Do they, truly? When one can act so rashly without any remorse or any regard to human life just to stay faithful to the idea of righteousness. How do you save humanity when you kill so many in the process? What is the definition of humanity in 40k universe?

I had to put down my controller and thought about what response I should give her. But none of them are what I wanted to say to her. Million questions popped up in my head so I had to take a break.

My modern morality was fighting my roleplaying in this game the entire time, much more so in this particular revealation because Argenta is my favorite companion.

When I first started playing, I thought I could do it, shutting off my 21st century morality. But after learning about the servitorisation, people shooting living targets for fun at my Rogue Trader's ceremony, and now this... This is tougher than I thought.

Maybe this game is not for me. Which is fine. Not everything is for everyone. Or maybe I'm just taking it too seriously. But the game does make me want to take it seriously, which is what made me want to keep playing it in the first place.

I'll probably be mocked to death of how much I don't understand the lore or the reasons behind every action in the game. But I just wanted to share how I feel, that's all.

PS. Please no spoilers. I only just got to the part where I have to fight in area the second time in Act 3.