Is my life messed up?

I'm a 30-year-old guy earning a salary of RM 2.7k. I'm at a point where my relatives are constantly asking when I'll get married. I do have a girlfriend, but I haven't gained the confidence to get married with my current income. Every single day, I carefully track my spending, and now, whenever I spend more than RM 20 on food, it feels like I'm wasting too much.