Do you also run away from serious relationships?

32f

I've always disliked the idea of marriage, since I can remember, I've never find it appealing.

However here, I'm talking about only serious relationships. Not marriage yet. Lol

In my case, I just can't deny the fact that every flaw in a person seems to be highlighted from my point of view, when I'm getting to know them.

I just don't understand how people fall in love quickly. Never happened to me and I'm in my mid 30s.