I hate getting on top 🤬

Well like the title says, I hate it, I even charge extra for it, but even if they pay me more I hate it with all my soul, at first I refuse to do it, but then if they insist I tell them that it's more, 50% pay and the other half they don't and they have to put up with it, but some of those who pay want me to stay on top all the time and my poor lungs can't take it, since I was a child I've always had weak lungs and I've had trouble breathing, my trainer is always telling me to remember to breathe, also my yoga teachers, pole dance teacher and when I was in school.

And what really pisses me off more is when they make me stay up and they don't even make the effort to move to help me with the rebound.

Don't ask for advice, I just want to vent.