I don’t relate to anybody anymore

I never once thought that having a spiritual awakening would result in feelings of loneliness. I no longer relate to the everyday person and struggle immensely with small talk. For example, I’ve lost interest in things like Television, material possessions and have no desire to ‘win the lottery’ or earn as much money as I can so I can go on luxurious holidays or own my dream home before I die. I’m even struggling to relate to my fiancé and feel a disconnect with him since waking up.

I feel love and compassion for all and wish I could help them feel what I feel, but I know it’s their own journey to take. I just wish I could talk to someone about this and connect with someone on this same level with my peers. Instead I have to hold back a lot of my heart because my opinions on life are rejected and seen as “woowoo”.

When I’m humouring conversation about the latest Squid Game series, celebrities, gossip or politics it just feels like a giant lie.

How does one function in society and connect with others this way?

Edit: Thank you all for your generous words, I have absorbed all of your advice and it has given me much to think about. I feel comfort in knowing this is simply a stepping stone in my spiritual journey and I will continue to be present for others. I had posted this late at night when I was feeling particularly anxious, so these feelings were quite intense at the time. The timing of this is quite funny because at work today I ended up having quite a touching conversation with a client of mine and that along with your support has rebalanced these emotions. It is yet again proven that I must simply trust in the devine. Once again, thank you for reminding me I'm not alone and to refocus my attention to the collective, we are one and the same. Sincere gratitude.