I was rereading the manga because why not. And this two scene hit me like a train

I usually forget about Strix Operation because of the goofiness of the chapters and overall manga

But there’re some scenes like this that makes me remember. Loid has to abandon them once the missions complete. Anya is happier than ever and Yor wants this family go forever

But Loid knows very well he has to leave at some point and makes himself remember this fact sometimes because he also forgets this.