I miss "home"

It's funny saying I miss home or I wanna go home when I don't even know where home is. Sure I grew up there, but I wasn't born there, I didn't go to uni there. It's like I'm always moving to the point where I don't know where "home" is.

My friends have all moved out from the place I call home, all I have back there are my parents but I don't really get along with them that well so I can probably stay 2 weeks tops, if we're being optimistic here, before I wanna get away again.

I've always called the place I grew up in "home" but now that I've been away from it for so long and barely visit anymore, along with the fact the people that made it feel like home aren't there anymore. Home doesn't really feel like home, you know?

So like yeah, it's always bittersweet and kinda ironic when I say "I miss home" or "I wanna go home" because I don't even know where I'm referring to...