My life is so fucked at present

Before all this let me tell one thing I am in 9th grade(14M) and in mid terms i got 91 percent but after that i was working on a idea of teenage organaziation where teenager can express themself.I was soo gross in it that I started leaving my online tuitions of PW.I was designing the ideas and making a group for it.Than exams came and i didn't got above 90 percent than again a exam I again didn't got above 90. So from last some days I left that Idea and started on my comeback

Mom married dad after her bachelors and internships and dad after some years after his diploma and bachelors. Mom is a doctor and Dad is a doctor and a proffesor at GU. Mom married dad after her bachelors and internships and dad after some years after his diploma and bachelors. Now from some months mom and dad have been accusing each other of cheating.Ik that mom is cheating dad and dad to mom. It is just that mom isn't caught by dad but my dad was caught.i am not confirmed about mom's but dad has been accused for some onths for now.Cheating as in such that Mom says that Dad was caught talking to someone who happens to my dad's collegue in morning and late nights when dad is out to diffrent cities for his seminars and workshops.I know this because I’ve seen things, and it’s been emotionally draining. My younger brother is also affected by it, but he doesn’t understand everything yet, and I’m trying to protect him as much as I can.Even though we have fights but being the elder brother and eldest son I want to save him. Dad and Mom are shouting at eachother for some 2 hrs.Some days everything is okay and sometime it feels like why the helll it is happening.We went to yesterday after yesterday on a restaurant but at now again fighting.

It is such to a extent that mom wants divorce and dad can do the same.I don't want them to take a extreme step.I don’t want to talk to anyone in my family about it because I don’t want things to spread, but I’m feeling really overwhelmed. I FEEL LIKE CRYING.What to do now.I don't even feel I can comeback now.Not a karma post