Scat fetish & Bathroom patterns in abuse
Did anyone else deal with this? Starting to realize that a lot of the abuse I went through deals with themes of poop and stuff
Newborn: Covered in shit completely from head to toe, SA’ed while this was done to me
3 years old (?): (very new very hazy memory) In a hotel room, in the bathtub with shit on my chest and being held down and stripped naked by my parents in the bathtub, then it all cuts
4 years old: Raped with enemas daily, bloody shitty everywhere
??? years old: Raped in showers and bathtubs all throughout the house
9?-11? years old: Made to masturbate with my sister in the bathtub and shit was involved as well
Just now kind of noticing this pattern, has anyone else had to deal with similar? A good chunk of my abuse was centered around bathrooms from the memories I have.
Although I’m not sure why one would be in a hotel room, and not at home.