vent: found out i have chlamydia

need to vent

i (21F) need to vent rn because i am actually abt to explode. just got a call from my doctor saying that i have chlamydia. there are three possible causes:

  1. a guy (lets call him L) i saw ALMOST TWO YEARS AGO gave it to me and i've just had it ever since.

  2. my bf (21M) had it before we got together and gave it to me and i've had it since

  3. i'm getting fucking cheated on

if it was cause #1 that would mean that i've had chlamydia for over a year, possibly damaging my organs, so fun. the worst part of that is that i TRIED to get a gyno exam done like two months after everything ended it with L and the doctor turned me away!! i went into the office and bc i was under 21 and hadn't "technically" been sexually active she said i didn't need one. so if i HAVE had it since then it wasn't caught because of that fucking doctor.

cause #2 means that i've still had it for over a year, again possible damaging my organs. i've only been able to see a gyno recently so idk. honestly kinda hoping that this is what happened cause it's a bit better than the other two.

cause #3 means that my bf is fucking cheating on me. i really want to think that he wouldn't do that, but we're long distance and only really see each other every 2 weeks. so, he has ample time and opportunity to do it.

idk what to think. i'm just so fucking mad rn. my bf is asleep so i can't interrogate his ass yet and that's making me more angry. i have a prescription for medicine being filled rn and already scheduled a follow up appointment. sorry if this is the wrong place to post this.

tdlr: just venting about how i found out i have chlamydia. could be from a partner from two years ago or from my current bf of a year. already have meds and a follow up appointment

UPDATE!!

either cause #1 or #2. my bf had it before we started dating, got treated, but never retested after the treatment, so it could've stayed. also could've still gotten it from L. my bf got tested and will get the results in a few days. he has a prescription coming in as well, we'll both probably get them tomorrow.