Adios amigo

Recently I was feeling down so doctor suggested some tests and features were indicating either viral infection or TB or Lymphoma (as the testing progressed).The report just ruled out viral and TB. So now fingers crossed. Maybe I'll recover (35%chance) from chemo and stuff but god knows how am I gonna maintain the look for pre, mains and interview in upcoming attempt. Ps: didn't find any suitable subreddit so Just venting my frustration here. Btw given 4 pre and 2mains. 🤞🤞