"Knowledge is power"

So then, am I ignorant? Because I feel pretty powerless.

It's kind of nice though, because I can relinquish some control now and breathe. I don't have to worry about things being taken care of, because I have faith they will. Faith that lies with nobody, and nothing, save for me.

I was right, I'm the only one saving myself. Whether that's from stupid choices, stagnation, ot lack of direction, IT'S ALL ON ME.

I'm watching myself, and I'm in rapture now. I've been working on defining the lines and creases within my own fort. Something waits for me beneath the surface, beyond the depths and deep into the void.

I can hardly eat. My body rejects it, as if its ashamed to taste something, or take in sustenance. I'm unsure of how this will go now, but really I think, nah, I know, that I'm going to have an interesting trip to the end.