I don’t feel like being around anyone

I don’t want anyone to talk to me or bother me. I get annoyed when someone tries to talk to me or is around me or when I have to socialise. I don’t feel like talking to anyone and I want to be left alone all the time, I don’t have anything interesting to tell you or anything interesting going on, I don’t know how to socialise and people make me feel awkward. I don’t care if you find me boring or hate me. I just don’t care because everyone hates me anyway. I hate it because I’m abroad to see family and obviously I’m having to socialise. Hopefully it goes by faster than it’s going rn.