i am so fucking jealous of girls with big boobs

i cant fucking stand the sight of girls with big breasts it makes me so fucking mad. why? because god thought he should give me small tits. i look like a fucking boy. i hate it. i feel so inferior against women with big or even normal sized boobs and i irritionally fucking hate any women who have them. and then they even have the audacity to complain they have big tits hah! its so fucking clear that in this society you (women) are only seen as attractive when they have big boobs, i mean, look at the media, the games, the movies, models, girlfriends of dudes and HELL THE INTERNET COMMENTS OF MEN ONLY FINDING A GIRL PRETTY BECAUSE HER TITS ARE BIG! MEN WILL ALWAYS PREFER WOMEN WITH BIG TITS I HATE HATE HATE IT its not even about sex or a boyfriend or anything because i am asexual and aromantic but FUCK I WANNA BE ATTRACTIVE I WANNA FEEL LIKE A WOMAN