Words of encouragement?

I apologize readers, but I have no one in my personal life that I'm comfortable talking finances with. I will try to be short and sweet. CURRENT PRICES not updated. Just my silly spreadsheet with DRIP.

I'm honestly just looking for words of encouragement. I feel I have bad luck in general. I do my DD, I like researching. I just feel like I failed.

I'm 33, I work Construction with my father. His financial decisions put the company(small) and his house in jeopardy. This was an emergency, I had to pull out everything in Sept. To do what was best for family.

I use Webull as my trading platform, I'm happy with it. When my father paid me back I instantly initiated my transfer to get back into investing. I'm solely MSTY at this time and really do understand the importance of diversification.

Webull gives you 20%? Buying power instantly before transfer settles. That's why you see the $2k in Nov. The day the rest settled I bought. I feel like everyone will yell FOMO but I just wanted to get back into investing. MSTY was gaining 5% almost daily iirc.

The day/moment I fully bought in, there was that short sale? If I understand correctly? I wasn't able to watch losses in real-time. It happened before I knew it. I've been staying strong, holding. I have very strong patience.

The goal? $3k a month.

Thank you for reading.

I apologize readers, but I have no one in my personal life that I'm comfortable talking finances with. I will try to be short and sweet. CURRENT PRICES not updated. Just my silly spreadsheet with DRIP.

I'm honestly just looking for words of encouragement. I feel I have bad luck in general. I do my DD, I like researching. I just feel like I failed.

I'm 33, I work Construction with my father. His financial decisions put the company(small) and his house in jeopardy. This was an emergency, I had to pull out everything in Sept. To do what was best for family.

I use Webull as my trading platform, I'm happy with it. When my father paid me back I instantly initiated my transfer to get back into investing. I'm solely MSTY at this time and really do understand the importance of diversification.

Webull gives you 20%? Buying power instantly before transfer settles. That's why you see the $2k in Nov. The day the rest settled I bought. I feel like everyone will yell FOMO but I just wanted to get back into investing. MSTY was gaining 5% almost daily iirc.

The day/moment I fully bought in, there was that short sale? If I understand correctly? I wasn't able to watch losses in real-time. It happened before I knew it. I've been staying strong, holding. I have very strong patience.

The goal? $3k a month.

Thank you for reading.