I’m gonna end it all.

I live in an abusive Muslim household, I always get beaten , things taken from me , and even get spat at for no reason. My parents put this child monitoring thing on my phone, I have absolutely no privacy , since they always check my phone. That one time I watched porn they beat me and literally took it for 1 year I swear . I’m 15 and I’m still being abused by them. Randomly sometimes my mother bursts into my room and starts insulting me and beating me . I have severe depression and I think that’s it . My friends are fake , my parents hate me and even my own brothers hate me.