my ex sent me these song lyrics after nonstop digital lovebombing/guilt-tripping… way to contradict yourself fool
like he keeps saying he wants to marry and impregnate me as if that’s some kind of grace he’s still willing to bestow upon me. mind you he is 50 fucking years old and was a drug addict his entire life. he calls me during appointments, when i talk to the police, when i want to watch a movie. now he’s in the “well i’ve given up” phase and sending me shit like this. this morning he dangled a NEW carrot in front of my face: money. he financially abused me in the amount of thousands of dollars. he never gave me one cent from the job he worked. and he has the nerve to send me lyrics about giving someone their work money, and state all of a sudden that he has $400 that he can give me some of now? firstly, we’re both on a joint checking account. he stated that he “wouldn’t be putting money in there” because he “wouldn’t know what i’d do” “if i’d take it all”?????? weren’t you just offering it to me? oh right it’s because you’re using the money to get in contact with me again. got it. fuck this planet. i’m so tired, hurt, and exhausted.