Looking for specific Nessian FanFic recs

Looking for specific recs on AO3 where Nesta is very depressed and / or attempts to unalive herself (or driven near to it), and Cassian nurtures her and supports her through recovery. Eventual smut is an added bonus but just looking for something soft and sweet. I have read everything TheTeaQueen has ever written, so no need to recommend this author (but also can recommend if this topic interests you).

Flagged for spoilers just in case