Will you do me the Honors?

To be my (30f) first friend since 2006 (6th grade)? I have been without a best friend for so long. Every “best friend” I’ve had, has used my parent’s money as a reason to be my friend. This seems pathetic in my eyes but PLEASE, I need a friend. A friend that I can call and relate to, a friend that I can video chat with even though I’m SO VERY shy. A friend that can game with me and (this is a dream) a friend that will accept me as I am and will eventually meet me in person 😭 if only. I’m agoraphobic and very lonely and I just feel so…wrong. Please be my friend?