I had a meltdown today at school and currently feeling like crap.

…so I had a meltdown twice today at school due to a bunch of kids screaming in the hallways and overstimulation in general and had to stay in a empty classroom for the rest of the day.

Is it always gonna be this way? Is it always gonna be me melting down and getting sent to an empty room for the rest of the day due to having trouble regulating my emotions? I sometimes feel envious when I look at the other kids in my school not have these issues at all and can stay in class without any issue. Meanwhile, I’ll either meltdown in the middle of class or storm out and hide in the bathroom and crying for like an hour.

So yea, that’s pretty much it.