I am the bad roommate

Last night I got super drunk, I texted my friend and also a roommate about how I’m getting Uber and sent him some random vm. broke my hair straighteners started bawling my eyes out , I’m pretty sure someone heard as it was loud . Then started to talk to my bf and got louder. I feel so mortified I was crying …. The corridors you can hear a lot. How do I fix this omg . I think about just apologising or pretending like it didn’t happen.

Edit: Thank you so much Redditors for the advice. I didn’t expect myself to be bawling my eyes out as I type this. I’ve been so worried about my actions and completely ignoring my issues with alcohol in the past. I haven’t felt this much support in a while and thank you for the comments which made me laugh. I appreciate all the strangers who wrote me a comment and even those who told me what I needed to hear. It’s hard suffering in silence but I will get the help I need. And I wasn’t able to see it in the perspective everyone else has commented💙