I was jealous of a man with a sp

My 22M size is 6.3” x 5.5”.

My girlfriend had another person before me. Due to the fact that I’d watched so much porn as a kid, I used to think that everyone had 8+ inches. I also had this affecting my confidence as a bigger dick came before me and I somehow sucked. I never internalized the positive comments I got from other girls saying “it’s perfect” when i told them my size. After she told me it was small and that she couldn’t feel anything, i began to make the size with my fingers and gradually it settled around the 4-5”. For some reason my jealousy turned into pity. The jealousy that i once had, where it was affecting me so bad during sex, where I couldn’t even get hard enough, now suddenly goes away. Calcsd says I have a larger than average p. Now a new jealousy emerges, where that guy had done it first and I haven’t.

Do y’all fear your own kind? Does it ever effect your sex performance? From thinking me penis was small, i had mastered oral and fingers. I was too anxious to ever stick it in. I thought they had at least 10”+ or so, and they wouldn’t like mine. This post isn’t a joke i’m being serious.