is it possible to get better without meds?

i posted here yesterday talking about being diagnosed earlier this week and prescribed lamotrigine, i ended up doing lots of research about lamotrigine and seeing that it’s possible to die from, i really would like to get better but i don’t want to take meds that could kill me, last night was meant to be my first night on it but all i could do was stare at the bottle and cry, i know just how small the odds are but i dont know if i want to risk even the smallest odds that i get the rash, im also worried i wont see it because of how often im getting tattooed, what if i think its just my tattoo peeling but its the lamatical rash so im not able to treat in time and i die? can we get better or level out without medication or is my only option something that could possibly kill me?