(19M) Im only sexually attracted to guys, not emotionally. Am I homophobic?

(19M) Im only sexually attracted to guys, not emotionally. Am I homophobic?

Feminine guys really attracts me sexually, but i couldnt see myself being in a relationship with a man. I also never came out as bi, since i only jack off to guys but never tried a relationship with one. I also prefer masculine women and femdom generally. Is there any chances that i feel that way because I still have homophobia in my thoughts process? Or is it normal to only be horny with men and romantic+horny with women? Why do i prefer feminine men? Is it because im homophobic and dont like the idea of masculinity+homosexuality? Ive been really lost these past years about that aha I am currently in a 5y relationship with my gf and she doesnt know about it, but ive been defending lgbt subjects since im like 15yo so she knows im supposedly not homophobic