Do you ever question why you train bjj so much?

I pretty much train 5+ days a week. When I’m not working or with my family, I’m either training or watching bjj videos. With that being said, I often question if it’s healthy for me to train this much. I don’t want to go pro, I get hurt regularly, and I don’t have much of a social life. Is this just the average life of a bjj hobbyist, or do you trying to force yourself to do more?