How do you feel about your reconstruction?

I’ve currently got 5 weeks of chemo left. Surgery is planned for late November. While I had hoped for a lumpectomy, due to multi focal disease I’m going to need a masectomy. I’m trying to decide if I will do both sides. I’m also needing to make decisions on reconstruction. I’ve been told I’m not a good candidate for flap surgery so that leaves implants. How do you feel about your reconstruction? I’m worried I may hate it but figure I will give it a try as I can always go flat later if I can’t stand implants.