big smx day tomorrow

my single mastectomy is in the morning!! a little vent bc i’m scared shitless about the recovery pains, sleeping with the expanders bc everyone says it sucks ass, and the drains especially bc i feel like it’s a little freaky to have something hang out of my body even for a few days😳 but i’m just telling myself that everything will work out and it will go smoothly everyone pls wish me luck!!!