Reoccurrence 🥲

I am so mad/ sad. Dealt with first cancer (2B invasive)during Covid - lumpectomy the day every thing shut down 3/16/2020 because reconstruction surgeon got Covid and couldn’t be there to do the reconstruction. Then they found cancer in my lymph nodes and removed 6. I went through chemotherapy and radiation. Tamoxifen for almost 5 years. I cold capped so only lost 50% of my hair. It’s all grown back thick with a wave now. This last November I feel lump in same breast. Turns out to be 2 tumors, not very hormone responsive. I am scheduled for mastectomy with reconstruction January 16th and breast reduction on other side. Will have other side mastectomy 6 mos later once it heals. Just depressed and tired of people saying that „“I have this“. I don’t have a choice to not have this. Thanks for making it through my rant. 😔