So, I guess now everything is cancer!

Having had several months of utter exhaustion, feeling like I’d been beaten up most days, I was diagnosed just before Xmas and have my lumpectomy January 28th. So, now the feeling of needing to nap and feeling like I’ve been hit with rocks is explainable…but now everything is cancer. I’ve suddenly got crazy dark rings around my eyes. Cancer? My hands are so dry and cracked it’s like zombie hands. Cancer? Those weird times where both breasts ache, like pms, oh god, is that cancer in both breasts? It’s a bit like viewing life through rose tinted glasses - but now I’m viewing it through cancer glasses. Just me - or anyone else totally paranoid that it’s all just cancer?? 😂