Who “wanted chemo”?!

Alright- chemo has been recommended to me after it was initially thought I wouldn’t benefit from it.

Obviously a huge blow, but I’m also sorta at peace with it because of what it’s going to do for my health anxiety.

Has anyone else felt this way? Like I have this overall peaceful feeling knowing that IF there is any cancer floating around somewhere that now I get the option to kill it.

Don’t get me wrong, while I’m at peace with the decision, I’m still scared of chemo.

However, I want to look back years from now with the peace of mind that I did everything I could to stop this from coming back.