I’ve had a really rough week

Alrighty so I just need to rant. First, my car’s engine blew right before I was about to get it. It was being driven to me and it blew on the way. Luckily it’ll be covered but whatever. My symptoms have suckedddd this week. Today I’m having a bad day. But the kicker is this guy who I thought liked me and I liked him apparently “wasn’t physically attracted to me”. He said I had a great personality and a great face oh and “immense potential” all his own words but he just needs an in shape girl in his life. Bullshittt. Before he told me this he was trying to convince me to go to the gym with him and start a sugar free diet with him. And when I told him no I’m too sick to go to the gym he said aw I’m sure it’ll be ok it’ll toughen you up you might feel better. Now i am not super out of shape but I do have some flab in my stomach. Even before this I thought he wouldn’t mind. When he said in shape girls were his type I like held my stomach and joked I wasn’t. And then he was like you got a bit of flab? And I just laughed it off but man it kinda hurt. Like my guy don’t think I would want to go to the gym if I could?? Ugh it hurt and just makes me so angry. Stupid body stupid disease whatever it is. And now my mom keeps pushing me to do more and more around the house which just makes me feel worse. Idk Sorry if this was all over the place I just needed to rant