I think I’m a groomer.

I've been looking at other people's posts and decided this might be a good place to vent.. maybe. when I was 17 I got into a relationship with a 16 year old over discord (cringe ik) they started sending me.. things that I did consent to after originally denying consent this continued until after turning 18, it continued. and due to some manipulation from their side. ended up involving another 16 year old who was doing the same..

I feel terrible and don't know what to do I wish I could go back in time and undo it all.