I’m struggling really bad

I’m so tired. I’ve been trying so hard to find a job, but it feels impossible. I keep getting rejected, and even when I make it to interviews, my PTSD kicks in and messes everything up. It’s like my brain shuts down, and I can’t stop thinking about all the crap my dad put me through growing up. He was the worst, always yelling, making me feel like I was nothing, and now I can’t shake it.

I want to move on, I really do, but every time I try, it feels like I hit a wall. I’m broke, barely getting by, and I don’t know how much longer I can keep doing this. I just need one break, you know? Something to make me feel like I’m not completely stuck.